stories of my life

Those beautiful memories were so painful to forget, I was hurting & dying in pain, But the pain couldn't go away, Yet somehow I managed to forget those beautiful moments with you. Memories, time & your face I forget everything about us But when we met some days ago You bring back me down to memory lane. A life without pain,  a life with you, Chasing sunset in the car with you  Genuine kiss followed by silly talks Things we did when we were dating. The day I met you you told me  That's it's your mistake you had done wrong, you're sorry for it,  & you want another shot. But somewhere I with my Tired eyes, hopeful heart, frail bones & stubborn eyes  Told you 'no I am over with that phase'. Still, you read my eyes  Told me what I want  You were so close & Yet so far away. You try to convince me to shield our love & betrayal our lust for others.  you know I still feel for you But somewhere I am afraid of the same thing that happene

There comes a time When life is testing me With the things,  I thought it was under control & that was the time when I step out of the comfort zone. I am remembering the time  When I thought of going to stranger & vent out loud,  & speak to them about what's hurting me. Sometimes I want the people  To look at my eyes & read what it says. I want someone to take me out of the cage, Which is making to control my life. But absolutely things don't happen in a way we want them  After a time, you won't be sad anymore After a time, you'll laugh at the things that made you cry yesterday. After a time, you'll live your life happy not in a controlled way. After a time, you'll again see yourself as you were earlier: happy strong & worthy capable women. After a time, you'll reach where ever you want you to be  & then this pain would look like a small part of your journey.

On a pretty long drive, With romantic songs & my hand in your hands You asked me a question,  "Tell me about yourself" You hold my hand close to you & tried to make me comfortable. & for that moment, I started to believe you. Unless or until  Your hand drives into my fabric topwear. And then you make eye contact with your puppy eyes & what wonders me now  Does that question really matter to you, Or is it a way to put your hand inside my thin shirt. I remember It was a weekend We were enjoying the sunset on our favourite spot. & I was really happy  Coz I was thinking  I have found someone  Who would love me, Even in my pyjamas. We were listening to songs With a cup of coffee  in a warm cold twilight. & suddenly you ask me a question "What you like most" I blush & I answer him "you" He told me why  I told him "About how I truly love you, How I love your promises"  But I don't know that these promises had conditions, 

Sunset reminds me of ending, Ending of the beautiful day, Day that was beautiful. I  just realized, after a minute, My mind got stuck in thoughts, Thoughts that are wondering, what will happen next day, will it be as beautiful as today, or it would feel same way as now! It makes me sad, That I am saying goodbye to one more beautiful day, as for me, saying goodbye remains one of the hardest thing to do, especially when I know about tomorrow, the days are going to be more worse than other previous days. as I already know , I am saying goodbye to the persons whom I had Thought . I would be spending my whole life & my days will be more beautiful with him. now it seems like, its beyond painful & sad,  but that's the  reality about the life! sometimes we have to let it go for ourself  or just because the person we love is not adoring us anymore. sometimes people have to go away, just because our destiny doesn't want us together. Some people have to go, just because they never

There are times when you forget what you really want from your life,   sometimes someone or you only just ask yourself "why you are here, what you want to do" and all this blah blah!! & that makes you more frustrated. moreover, confusion diverts us what truly matters. Sometimes you or someone close from your life, don't believe your work just because your astrology is not good. some astrologers told your family that you never ever will get succeeded in whatever you do or some pundits said that you will only get an average qualification as that's what written in your stars. When all this stuff you heard about yourself from your childhood only. You become crappy & eventually, that's what actually happens to you, you started to assume. You started to ignore your little voice inside you. But never forget everyone has an encouraging person who always believes you & motivates you who will never give up on you, & almost try to guides you i

Nowadays I met a lot of strangers, Sad & lost just like me. We build the walls around To keep sadness away & enjoy the fullest. Once I met a stranger, Who said, Would you like to have some conversations? I said well okay! In the meantime We exchange a lot of words & find some common interest. Eventually, he said Would you like to come back To my home with me I said, sorry well no way! I ain't interested In the one night stand He said No, it will be one unchain night. He said We will vanish our walls. Instead of taking our clothes, We will take our feelings off! Your head will be on my shoulder, You can keep crying, & tell me about your pain. I'll take care of you, As a fragile being. Then When there will be morning We'll just part our ways No names, no digits, no text It will be just one vent night. We will be strangers again, with no name Who shares & forget everything!!!

By the age of twenty, What one can realise You are surrounded  by nasty person  You can't fight for truth Or make revolutions Just you can be voice opinion  & that's what  I intend to attain. All I seek is little bit truce  Little prosperity As little as 50 cents of happiness Just like  Finding money in your jacket which you wore last winter. Or  maybe completing the seasons of "must-watch series" Yes That also count on what I crave the most. Life is hardly a fairy tale There is no prince  Or Cinderella & hardly some happy stories Life is all about little things & little bit fun. Anyways, sometimes I wonder  What will the cost of heart As the human heart is huge  than the 50 cents of happiness I wonder what will be the cost of the string that attaches two human heart together. Cotton candy cloud Chocolate bars, bubble all around me, streets covered with trees, lonely roads, a real smil