Girl & her falls.



There are times when you forget what you really want from your life,   sometimes someone or you only just ask yourself "why you are here, what you want to do" and all this blah blah!! & that makes you more frustrated. moreover, confusion diverts us what truly matters.

Sometimes you or someone close from your life, don't believe your work just because your astrology is not good. some astrologers told your family that you never ever will get succeeded in whatever you do or some pundits said that you will only get an average qualification as that's what written in your stars.

When all this stuff you heard about yourself from your childhood only. You become crappy & eventually, that's what actually happens to you, you started to assume. You started to ignore your little voice inside you. But never forget everyone has an encouraging person who always believes you & motivates you who will never give up on you, & almost try to guides you in the right direction. 

Moreover, here the assumption of girl turns into reality & because of this, she started reading daily horoscope but somewhere she knew that's not totally correct. After all this still, she have unfilled desires, curiosity-driven question, multiple career choice & most importantly more energy to drive her to accomplish the goal.

she is open today tomorrow, & whatever the days it takes to achieve the visionary rather than giving up just because of the zodiac. she will work on herself just like she did from her childhood 

When she was five, she fell from the kitchen platform.

When she was eleven she broke her dad's laptop in anger. 

When she was fifteen,  she's tried hard to focus on her studies.

when she was seventeen, how adolescence makes her did crazy stuff

& today she is 20,
she couldn't sleep
she didn't want to talk about it.
she doesn't want to tell the world,
How she is confused on whether to join business school or not.
How she doesn't have a lot of friends 
Because she never feels like showing up, 
she just wants real persons who hold her in whatever way she is.
How she hated the idea of getting close to someone 
Because she is afraid of losing them.
How she wants to rip her heart out
Makes the pain go away by shouting loud.


Besides this, she already told you there was someone who is taking care of her even when she was in the womb of her mother.

& yes that was her mother who makes her believe that she had come so far so she doesn't have to believe this & go through her dark side. 

Also, her mother told her:-

You just have to listen to your heart and let it go. just ask yourself what you really want to do,  what makes you come so far, find the reason &  fight for it. 
Don't sit helplessly in a corner & watch your dreams get shredded.
Do what you want to do. & never believe this just believe in yourself.




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