more meaning?

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 When I say I want more

I mean more flower on bad days,

I mean more coffee on my worst days,

More video call with my loved ones,

More righteous chitchat, 

& some bad jokes.










When I say I want more

That doesn't mean

 subtle & fancy dress or shoes

I mean some mountains & Maggie or some white lilies,

Sunshine & the curtains that dance in the breeze

I mean chants of a wind chime in the balconies,

Candle night coffee with to all the boy's movie.


When I say I want more

That mean no more bad days

I mean more quiet peace moments & some rays, 


More is not a voracious things

For me, it's a pleasant thing in a better way.

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